Child Sexual Abuse and Trauma from the Perspective of a Victim and Survivor | A Song by Jonathan Davis of Korn
This is a very difficult and painful post for me to write and share. I’m dedicating this to someone in my life who is very dear and precious to me.
She has been a victim and survivor of child sexual abuse, satanic ritual abuse, and trauma-based mind control. She is working to integrate and heal from the trauma and pain that she has experienced and has been sharing her story to bring light into the darkness and helping, guiding other victims and survivors to recover, heal and retrieve their lives.
As humanity, we are currently at a crossroads. There’s so much more at stake than just the reclaiming of our freedom and sovereignty. The entire false matrix of control and enslavement of humanity by the Cabal is built on depravity, and the degenerate foundation of child rape, satanic ritual abuse, child sacrifice, and trauma-based mind control.
I cannot condone the actions of anyone who abuses a child: whether they are normal everyday persons, friends, family, royalty, nobility, clergy, politicians, celebrities, bankers, industrialists, authority figures in positions of power and influence such as in government, religious bodies, educational institutions, entertainment, sports, charitable foundations, law enforcement, military, academia, media and so on.
The corporate-controlled media who defend the perpetrators, “debunk” accusations of systemic child sexual and satanic ritual abuse, and manipulate public perception of the gravity of systemic, institutionalized child sexual abuse and human trafficking are also complicit and culpable for covering up these heinous crimes against humanity.
May this be the proverbial last straw that break’s the Cabal’s back.
May justice prevail and may our innocent and pure children be saved, rehabilitated, and healed.
May we break the cycle of multi-generational abuse and trauma in all its forms in our society and the world.
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A song written and sung by Jonathan Davis, about his sexual abuse as a child by a trusted friend of his family who was babysitting him. His mother and father did not believe him when he revealed the abuse to them.
This song expresses in a raw and heart-breaking outburst the shame, humiliation, anger and pain that a sexually abused child experiences and often carries this trauma through most of life.
Caution: This song contains explicit lyrics and graphic details of child sexual abuse and trauma.
Daddy | Korn (Song with onscreen lyrics)
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Lyrics video by Lateralus
Lyrics:
Mother, please forgive me
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
Now that I am done remember I will always love you
I’m your son
Little child, looking so pretty
Come out and play, I’ll be your daddy
Innocent child, looking so sweet
I’ll rape your mind and now your flesh I reap
You raped, I feel dirty!
It hurt, as a child!
Tied down, “that’s a good boy”!
And fuck, your own child!
I scream, no one hears me!
It hurt, I’m not a liar!
My God, saw you watch!
Mommy why your own child?
Little child, looking so pretty
Come out and play, I’ll be your daddy
You raped, I feel dirty!
It hurt, as a child!
Tied down, “that’s a good boy”!
And fuck, your own child!
I scream, no one hears me!
It hurt, I’m not a liar!
My God, saw you watch!
Mommy, why?
It’s alright
You raped, I feel dirty!
It hurt, as a child!
Tied down, “that’s a good boy”!
And fuck, your own child!
I weep, no one hears me!
It hurt, as a child!
Tied down, no one hit me!
And raped your own child!
I’m sick, no one hears me!
It hurt, as a child!
Tied down, “that’s a good boy”!
You fucked your own child!
I speak, no one hears me!
It hurt, as a child!
Tied down, no one hears me!
Mommy why your own child?
I didn’t touch you there!
Mommy said she didn’t care!
I didn’t touch you there!
That’s why mommy stopped and stared!
Little child, looking so sweet
I rape your mind, and now your flesh I reap
You raped, I feel dirty!
It hurt, as a child!
Tied down, “that’s a good boy”!
And fuck, your own child!
I scream, no one hears me!
It hurt, I’m not a liar!
My God, saw you watch!
Mommy, why your own child?
You raped, I feel dirty!
It hurt, I’m not a liar!
My God, saw you watching!
Daddy, why your own child?
I scream, no one hears me!
It hurt, I’m not a liar!
My God, saw you watch!
Mommy, why your own child?
You raped, I feel dirty!
It hurt, I’m not a liar!
My God, saw you watching!
Daddy why, your own child?
I scream, no one hears me!
It hurt, I’m not a liar!
My God, saw you watch!
Mommy, why?
I fuckin’ hate you!
Oh, you fucker!
Motherfucker, I fuckin’ hate you! Fuck you!
You son of a bitch!
You fuckin’ ruined my life!
I wanted to die!
I’m sick of it, motherfucker!
You fuckin’ bitch!
I hate you!
I fuckin’ hate you!
I hate you!
You piece of shit!
Why?
I hate you!
[Outro: Judith Kiener]
When I awake I’ll see Thy face
When I awake I will see Thy light
Mother awake me from my dreams
Mother awake me in Thy light
Hand in hand we are dancing together
Dancing together in Thy Light
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Words: Jonathan Davis
Music: Jonathan Davis, James “Munky” Shaffer, Reginald “Fieldy” Arvizu, Brian “Head” Welch & David Silveria
Lyrics source: https://genius.com/Korn-daddy-lyrics
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